Listening to: In The End- Linkin Park
Well hello again. I'm feeling better now, I think.... I think I need to go ahead and get another image editer so I can start back making grapics... OH! Speaking of which I made my first pixel house a while ago, if you'd like to see it let me know, I won't post it because.... I just won't lol. Well guess what? We've parted from grammy and my uncle chirs, which is a shock that he even got into the argument. I love him so much, he was my fave person in the world... but now, I can't belive some of the things he's said, it's... just not right. I've given up on it all and they're done with our lives. I'd actaully like to be a rock/ r&b singer with my friend Gwen and if we ever get sucessful, I'll be nice and give them some money, take care of them somewhat, you forgive but don't forget...
Anyways, we're gonna go look at some more places so I'll talk more later... heh, I fell like crap, i'm sick too heh...
Peace, love, shrooms...
-CeCeT

Listening to: Nine Inch Nails- The Hand That Feeds (I think that's what it's called...)
Well hello all.... my life sux. HA! FUCK EVERYTHING!!! *sighs* had to get that out...

I'm doing a quick update cuz we're PACKING! YAY.... We're gonna have to move again, and I dun't even know WHERE. But we're packing and shit... *sighs* Well there's one good thing about  this tho, I'll be home schooled, yay! MY moms gonna let me go back the last like 6 or 3  months of my senior year. I've already started on my dress, I'm making it from scratch with my aunt C. It's gonna be SO CUTE! It'll be mostly black with blue and maybe purple or that blue/purple shimmery crap. But anyways... I'm getting depressed, school is out on the 26 and I'm gonna miss everyone... at least the people I think and call my friends, everyone else can go to hell lol. But yeah... maybe Kassi 'll throw me a party. I'm gonna see if I can have a Censeida (sp?), a sweet 16, I want all my best friends to stand in it and be there! ^^ So I guess I need to start planning that, maybe i can have it in Cali... or dalls or somewhere else other then here...

Damnit, I hate moving, I just want to cry right now! I don't feel like doing this, it's too much shit to do. *sighs* I think someone's cursed us *nods* we move too much. And I know just who it is, that evil step grandmother of mine. Damn people we call family, they act like they don't care and the ones that do can't help at all... My real grammy is being all bitchy about this and won't help us at all. My papa is 'brainwashed' as my mother said by that bitch of a woman who calls her self my step grangma, no just grandma.... fuck off. I'm so ticked right now it's almost funny... lol. I wish I could talk to someone but I dunno who, plus my mom's on the phone GAH. I was really, seriously... thinking of just running away from here. My mom would have a much better life not having to take care of me, she could do whatever she wanted, a single woman without a kid... heh, that'd be my gift to her. But you know what? I won't leave just yet. This moving thing is really getting to her, she even broke down and cried and believe me THAT'S A DAMN SHOCK! I've kept telling her to let it go, don't think about it much tho it's hard for her, she's not a careless teen like me... heh... I just want to freaking cry with a friend or two. I dun't even know what's gonna happen the rest of this week. Lifes a bitch plus a bag of damned chips....
Peace... love... save me...

-CeCeT

Listening to: A,B,C- Jackson 5

Mmmmm my mom has an interview today, YES!!!!! Though I slept most of the day so I didn't go to skool x_x;;; but hey I was freakin sleepy not like there's anything of interest at that skool lol. Anywho, I got my nails done for the first time in like years xD There's so pretty! They were done completely by hand. The tips are blue and the bottoms are light see threw pink and on them all are white flowers! Soooo pretty!!! and they coast $28 bleh, but there cute ^.^ Tho not as cute as the two girls that worked there. We go there all the time and I'm still dazed xD Anywhos... I think I'll check me email *yawns* or something... lol
Peace, lub, and shrooooms!
-CeCeT
P.S. ..... I made my first pixel house!!!!!!!!!!!

Listening to- Daddy Yankee: Gasolina (my lastest fave random... thing er music Reggaeton

Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and often try to figure out the meaning of life, why we are all here etc. You may not be so social, and often think twice before acting but those thoughts you have in your mind never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be so concentrated you forget about other things that you have to do. Don't change, this world needs deep people.

I'm pretty bored outta my mind right now lol. I just took an old test I had took a while back again, my results?

You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't mind being alone at times. You have goals, and know what you want in life... even if they are a little far fetched.
What Feeling Do You Represent?

Lol sounds like me, tho it needs a little more to it. I found an other new one yesterday... my results?

What color are you?
Oh that's me too, selfless, loving, passionate and protective...

And what's this? Anoter one? ha ha!

Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you.

How is your soul?
Yep! That's me! Tho they missed the part where I'm half dead inside but I don't know why...
Oh, yet another one????

Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around you and are in tune with the world around. You observe it but rarely interfere. Because of your shy and timid nature you will not have so many friends in your life. But then again, large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are comfortable on your own and are reserved to others who you don't know or know very little of. You know everyone out there does not want to be your friend, and knowing that is good. However, people who don't know you that well thinks that you are cold and distant since you don't want to talk to them. Although you mean no harm, you can't always be perfectly understood in the world. No one can. Life in general are you quite serene with even if there are some things you don't like. Your love-life is not so full of boys/girls, but if you flirted more with the ones you were interested in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies you choose are calmer ones, you are no party girl that likes to drink and make-out with three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading a book or swimming is more your thing. Rate and message!
What is your element?
This one matches a whole lot also lol Water and Light from that quiz match me just right! lol