Ok so the title doesn't really match this, not to me at least but hey, I don't care lol. I wasn't sure what to title it. I couldn't get on the net at all to today, thanks to staying at our new place and nothing's set up there but guess what? Back to road runner sooooon!!! ^-^ But anyway, my heart is still not telling me what to feel or do but... All today I couldn't get him out of my head, the dude that's suppose to just be my friend! -sighs- I kept wondering how he was and what he was doing, and when we went to the store I went to the mens section and not just for boxers! I kept wondering what size he wore and stuff. Shirts, pants, I looked at all of it and it felt so odd shopping for clothes for a guy that wasn't in my family since it was my first time. @_@;; I kinda felt like someone was watching me, wanting for me to screw up xD lol. I went to the downtown before that, and still he kept creeping in my mind. I got a Fiesta Crown thingy, I forgot what they're called, and a hat air brushed with my name and scooby doo on it! ^-^ I shall post pics later, yes. I went with my moms friend, Mike, he's soooooo awsome xD. I had some fresh lemonaid that rocked, and shamefully, eyed some oh so sexy guys >>;;. I couldn't help it!!! They were just THERE! And one had a tongue, eye brow and lip ring, prolly more too; and another had such sexy hair that hell in his face just past his cheeks and another one -continues for another ten minutes- Oh I'm not suppose to be thinking about that! Though my friend kept breaking into my mind! I just couldn't get him out of my head! I don't want to make promises I can't keep cause I'm still not sure what to feel about him cause... like I said, my heart isn't doing anything at all. Did I mention I get butterflies each time I think about him? My stomach does a cart-wheel too. >>;; Crap.... -sighs- I just don't know, I'm so trying to put it off as a problem due to my hormones going crazy again suddenly, it's worse so I'm just saying I'd want to sleep with him. -cough cough- >>;; Gah, I'm denial right? .....Darn.... Ok, well I've got to finish up things here so I'm off.
Peace, love, happiness, and shroooooms! <3
~CeCeT
P.S. Ok! I'm liking him more then a friend! Happy?! >>;;